Friday, January 8, 2010

humble yet great: Mother Teresa



I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.
Mother Teresa

Do not think that love, in order to be genuine, has to be extraordinary. What we need is to love without getting tired.
Mother Teresa

this small,tiny,frail and wrinkled face woman touched many lives in the world. When i read about her, i can only be in tears and ask God to change me.

A servent and yet a leader. a different species/breed. Nothing about her is like the hollywood stars or some country Idol. Yet one of the most influential woman in 20th century.

God has been speaking to me through this woman that i read about. She desire no honor, she desire not to be serve but to serve. She assume a humble role that anyone could have assume but would not.

In her diary, where she is "exposed", she got tired of serving,tired of loving. She got depressed. moments where God was slient to her and etc. yet she prayed for faithfulness. her situations were never perfect but she kept growing to be perfect. She was faithful till the end, starting with love, ending with love.



oh, that God would enlarge my heart to love tirelessly!

Friday, January 1, 2010

Monday, December 28, 2009

new season

Seeking God

secluded

There is one thing that I desire, just one thing that I long for, this one thing, I want more than anything else

There is one thing I am willing to die for, just one thing I give my life for, this one thing I want more than anything else

To dwell in Your house Oh God, to live in Your dwelling place seclude everyday of my life

I set my hope in to your light

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

How will you finish your race?

King Solomon loves God except that he offers sacrifice at high places. He led Israel in the most glorious way. He built the temple. He firmly establish the kingdom. He is the wisest man. Richest man. He had incredible knowledge, great judgment and discernment.He wrote 1005 songs out of love for God. He wrote 3000+ proverbs. He started very very well. I believe the way he started is better than the way i will end. (haha)

But how did he end his race? at one point in his life. He wanted to taste the world. He wanted to know what's in for him in the world. He turn away from God and went after the world.

Ecclesiastes 2
Pleasures Are Meaningless
1 I thought in my heart, "Come now, I will test you with pleasure to find out what is good." But that also proved to be meaningless. 2 "Laughter," I said, "is foolish. And what does pleasure accomplish?" 3 I tried cheering myself with wine, and embracing folly—my mind still guiding me with wisdom. I wanted to see what was worthwhile for men to do under heaven during the few days of their lives.

4 I undertook great projects: I built houses for myself and planted vineyards. 5 I made gardens and parks and planted all kinds of fruit trees in them. 6 I made reservoirs to water groves of flourishing trees. 7 I bought male and female slaves and had other slaves who were born in my house. I also owned more herds and flocks than anyone in Jerusalem before me. 8 I amassed silver and gold for myself, and the treasure of kings and provinces. I acquired men and women singers, and a harem [a] as well—the delights of the heart of man. 9 I became greater by far than anyone in Jerusalem before me. In all this my wisdom stayed with me.

10 I denied myself nothing my eyes desired;
I refused my heart no pleasure.
My heart took delight in all my work,
and this was the reward for all my labor.

11 Yet when I surveyed all that my hands had done
and what I had toiled to achieve,
everything was meaningless, a chasing after the wind;
nothing was gained under the sun.


SOLOMON GOT EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD OF HIS. AND HE LOOK BACK, HE SAID" ITS MEANINGLESS, CHASING AFTER WIND."

great vineyard,houses,treasures of different kingdom,different trees,males and females servants, all kinds of instruments,male and female singers, more and more etc.

still he said, "meaningless!"

ended up loving what God hates and hating what God loves. He clung on to what God hates. 300 wifes, 700 concubines, offered sacrifice to idols.

He regretted. Read last chapter of eccl 12:13-14

13 Now all has been heard;
here is the conclusion of the matter:
Fear God and keep his commandments,
for this is the whole duty of man.

14 For God will bring every deed into judgment,
including every hidden thing,
whether it is good or evil.

Finish strong!

Monday, November 23, 2009

SONG BO! We can overcome!

Can't remember the last time i blogged. Alot of things have been happening, both good and bad, but one thing for sure, God is good and faithful! There are so many things to thank God for, don't be pulling a long face people! Rejoice! It is a choice! I have decided to be like King David, " all that is within me I will bless His holy name! regardless of any situation of cos!

Some events that took place over the past weeks.



1. Had a cell outing at escape theme park! Enjoy myself so much with my dearest cell group! I believe many of them enjoyed themselves too!

2. Then we had Gen 3.4 leaders mtg at joanbowen cafe! It was a nice place, a good time of fellowship. Talked about serving,initiating,connecting,providing and directing. (be a good host not a bad host or a guest"

3. Last sat we had a great time at tampines safra! Though was a very hot and tiring day, its worth while. Thank God for the success of the event, especially for the good weather. Our cell's team "chicken rice got 3rd". Proud of them like don't know what. Brandon played like a "beast on the field" as expected. Got to know some of them like "fool" eysah, bryan, jermaine,Joshua. Glad to know meet them, very nice people.



4. Sunday basketball game at CCPS was sweet! My team and I played well! thank you team! We deserve to be the gold medalist! (don't be shy about it!)

In life we will have many "storms" we either sail through them or sink and drown. We have been given the grace to sail through and overcome!

Starting living and overcoming life! Don't give yourself any excuses, they are lies of the enemy that will keep in a bondage i called it hopelessness and depression!

Don't avoid your struggles too, like pride, insecurity, loneliness or +++, one day they will come and haunt you down. Face it, be broken and humbled and receive healing and grace. Don't harden your heart and be bitter.


Have a great week!

Friday, November 13, 2009

Support one another

Shared joy is a double joy; shared sorrow is half a sorrow. ~Swedish Proverb