A new level

Had a great day today! Was at ONG's house with the ngee ann people relaxing and mainly doing up birthday cards for our dear brother NIGEL THAM. Certainly hoped that he like it. I think its really sweet so he might just be diabetic after reading the cards. Had the birthday dinner at Sushi Hei. the food really really really bad. It makes me feel like pig. becos pigs eat CRAP! maybe like joanna too! ( i am trying to be Xia X....) .

well, too much nonsense is not good. So lets get serious for now. I just sense that God is calling me to a new level. i havent got any clue YET. It may mean things are going to get tougher for me. Through all these ( difficult situations ), i know i can grow and mature as a person. Many times we tried so hard to change people, to change situations but not ourselves. I have learnt to allow God to change me. Of course the tendency to want to change the situation and other people is there, sometimes i do fall into it. What does it do for me in the end? Disappointment and more disappointments. Allow me to remind myself and to encourage those who are reading. Trust God and allow His dealings in our life which will eventually make us the person He wants us to be.

Isn't it our desire to please Him and be who He wants us to be? I am not sad. In fact and looked forward !